Is this a good sign I'm gay?

I'm 16 and lots of girls an boys hit me up and try and get with me but I'm alwys more excited when cute boys hit me up and I fantasize about stickin it up an attractive boys @$$$ and gettin it up the @$$$ and feeling up another boy who's cute and especially squeezing his @$$$ . I do like both girls and boys but I would much rather stick it in a boys @$$$, I just wana do this so so so so badly ;)